I don’t like to be ignored.
It hurts.
September 2010
30 posts
9 girls said I was cute today
mik0:
YEEEE.
10 girls said I was cute today! YEEEE.
11 girls said I was cute today.
12 girls said I was a cocky son of a bitch and that i’d never be anything in life =/
5 GOLDEN RINGS
4 CALLING BIRDS
3 FRENCH HENS
2 TURTLE DOVES
and a partridge in a pear tree
OH MY FUCK
LOOOOOOOOOOOL
This is exactly why I don’t trust anyone.
Every fucking time I let someone in, I get twisted and turned and my emotions some out get brought out.
It takes forever for me to even open the gate.
Now I gotta lock it and throw away the key.
I gotta watch who I let get close to me.
I should come with a caution sign; walking fuck up.
I really can’t do anything right. &I hate myself for it.
Who do I turn to now?
There are people that say I can come to them whenever I need to. I appreciate it. But lately, I feel like no one understands me. People try to understand me, but no one can actually understand me. There’s no one I can talk to or turn to anymore. When I need someone to turn to, there’s no one there..
I don't hate you, I just lost all my respect for you
Four shitty ass days in a row. Something good happen soon. Please?
“Just hang in there, kid. Act happy even when you’re not. Eventually you’ll act happy enough to become happy.”
—(via donnyspeaks)
I'll give you props if you can make me smile or laugh when I'm in a bad mood.
I miss you B! :D
Your posts seemed kinda down, cheer upppp! ^-^
Aww I mish you too Xhayne, the asshole back in 7th grade :D If you come back Hawaii I will :O
I always felt like I was a disgrace to you. Getting below average grades in school, not reaching your expectations, even doing things that will get you mad. I always feel like I’m a bad guy when you yell at me. I keep trying to make you happy , but I seem to fuck up and get looked down upon. You’re making me look like I’m a heartless person. That I’m going to end up doing bad things like my brothers did. But I don’t. I don’t smoke, I don’t drink, I don’t sneak out at night partying. But yet, you make me feel like I’m going to end up like them. I’m sorry that I can’t make you proud of me, mom.
I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today.
I'm quiet
when I’m with a group of people I don’t know or when they talk about something that I’m not in it. Sometimes I feel left out and all, but I have to accept it’s not my business. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn’t be there. But just because I’m quiet, doesn’t mean I don’t got anything to say. I’m more of the type of person where I want to be conversated first, so then I feel comfortable talking to you. Welp, that’s just me! :P
I still don't understand myself yet.
I might be very quiet in person, but inside my head is a different story. I have so many thoughts I’d love to say. To the way you look. Even from the littlest things, like the way you smile. I sort of notice it. I guess I’m just afraid to say too much and compliment everything about you since you’d already know. So all I could now is keep it all inside.
Have you ever had a moment where you have to take a dump, but then all the bathroom in your house are taken? So then you’d have to hold that shit in until you hear the door open.
