I don’t like to be ignored.
10 girls said I was cute today! YEEEE.
11 girls said I was cute today.
12 girls said I was a cocky son of a bitch and that i’d never be anything in life =/
5 GOLDEN RINGS
4 CALLING BIRDS
3 FRENCH HENS
2 TURTLE DOVES
and a partridge in a pear tree
OH MY FUCK
This is exactly why I don’t trust anyone.
Every fucking time I let someone in, I get twisted and turned and my emotions some out get brought out.
It takes forever for me to even open the gate.
Now I gotta lock it and throw away the key.
I gotta watch who I let get close to me.
I should come with a caution sign; walking fuck up.
I really can’t do anything right. &I hate myself for it.
There are people that say I can come to them whenever I need to. I appreciate it. But lately, I feel like no one understands me. People try to understand me, but no one can actually understand me. There’s no one I can talk to or turn to anymore. When I need someone to turn to, there’s no one there..
Four shitty ass days in a row. Something good happen soon. Please?
not only because I don’t want to
but because I don’t need to
Aww I mish you too Xhayne, the asshole back in 7th grade :D If you come back Hawaii I will :O
I always felt like I was a disgrace to you. Getting below average grades in school, not reaching your expectations, even doing things that will get you mad. I always feel like I’m a bad guy when you yell at me. I keep trying to make you happy , but I seem to fuck up and get looked down upon. You’re making me look like I’m a heartless person. That I’m going to end up doing bad things like my brothers did. But I don’t. I don’t smoke, I don’t drink, I don’t sneak out at night partying. But yet, you make me feel like I’m going to end up like them. I’m sorry that I can’t make you proud of me, mom.
I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today. I hate today.
when I’m with a group of people I don’t know or when they talk about something that I’m not in it. Sometimes I feel left out and all, but I have to accept it’s not my business. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn’t be there. But just because I’m quiet, doesn’t mean I don’t got anything to say. I’m more of the type of person where I want to be conversated first, so then I feel comfortable talking to you. Welp, that’s just me! :P
I might be very quiet in person, but inside my head is a different story. I have so many thoughts I’d love to say. To the way you look. Even from the littlest things, like the way you smile. I sort of notice it. I guess I’m just afraid to say too much and compliment everything about you since you’d already know. So all I could now is keep it all inside.
Have you ever had a moment where you have to take a dump, but then all the bathroom in your house are taken? So then you’d have to hold that shit in until you hear the door open.